I remember the first days after having my daughter, lying in the hospital with her crib beside me. The first night, a nurse gently suggested taking her to the nursery so I could rest, but I refused. By the second night, exhausted, I finally agreed—only for the nurse’s face to turn pale as she explained that the nursery had been temporarily closed due to a staffing issue.
She spoke softly, choosing her words carefully, assuring me nothing was wrong, only that they couldn’t properly monitor the infants. Relief washed over me, yet the moment stayed in my mind. Over the next days, I watched life move around us—nurses rushing, new parents whispering, lullabies floating quietly through the hallways.
I existed in a fragile space between awe and exhaustion, trying to understand every tiny sound my daughter made. People often talk about the joy of childbirth, but I quickly learned that joy arrives with a powerful vulnerability I wasn’t prepared for. When we were finally discharged, stepping outside felt like entering a world that had shifted while I was gone.
I held her close, suddenly protective in ways I hadn’t known were possible. That night at home, I thought about the nurse’s solemn expression and realized she wasn’t just following rules—she understood the fragile trust new parents are asked to give. Years later, that memory still returns at unexpected moments.
What once felt overwhelming became the foundation of my strength. My daughter has grown, and with every milestone, I’m reminded how those early days shaped the way I love her—steadily, patiently, and with a heart forever changed.
